Life in plastic . . .

Is fantastic!! Oh wow what a trip!

It's been a really long while since I last posted anything and believe me it's not because I don't have anything hateful (ahem**) constructive to say about things that annoy me. Ok, ok, this is kind of a family issue but I'm gonna share it with anyone who wishes to read this.

It all started when my sister-in-law decides to have a nose and boob job. To be fair she really did need the boob job, she didn't have any to begin with. And the nose, well I would've kept it the way it was she looked fine in my opinion. First of, it's not that I don't get along with her we barely talk but when we do socialize with one another it's kind of awkward. I can tell you she's the bad kind of bitch and often confuses liberty with licentiousness. Second, now that she's fake on the outside it goes well with how she is as a person. Now that I look at her with her new "looks" they just look out of place, like they don't belong. Oh wait! They don't!

Anyway, the point of my short tale brings me to this question: Haven't you noticed that the women who decide to get some kind of surgery on their body, you know get fake parts attached to them, often reflects how much more fake is their personality?

Ok, to begin don't hate on me for what I will say in this post, I just need to get this out of the way so I'll feel better and have the hatefulness that completes me as a human being leave my system for the moment. Back to the subject at hand I am talking about these women in general because I know some of them are not like this. I also know that some women also need this kind of surgery for medical purposes but apart from that it seems like they truly want to tell the world how much they think of themselves and I don't mean it in a positive way.

Really, how low can your self-esteem be to actually have something synthetic attached to your body? I believe that to make such a decision shows how much you hate your self. I mean, why do it? To make others accept you? To feel better about yourself? To get more attention from others? Really? If you didn't like yourself before why would a fake attachment to your body make you feel any different? You're still gonna be your crappy old self just with something more added. It's ridiculous and retarded!

Like I said before don't hate on me. I know how it feels to be rejected by people and I know how hard it is to fit in. Take my word for it, I know! I used to be the fat chick no one wanted to date but all wanted to be friends with because my scholastic skills were high and I was stupid enough to believe they were my true friends. But life is harsh people! And soon I found out how harsh it could be. So they all made me into the little hateful spawn I am now. Thank you! :P

People should really give up their quest of trying to fit in. It's pointless. Just be yourself and flip the finger to those who don't like it. I learned that the hard way. Stop worrying about others because believe me they wont worry about you. In this life you're the only one you can truly count on everyone else just passes by and leave a mark along the way, some stay, some leave, some go idle.

Life in plastic...it's not so fantastic. Live. Love. Learn.