My thoughts today are centered on this train of thought or as I would prefer to call it 'question #1'. But before I hit you with said question I must clear up where most of my thoughts come from. They are mostly inspired from day to day events or from incredibly idiot friends of mine and I can assure you that I have but a few of those. I believe it's important to keep those kinds of friends close, trust me they will become the amusement of the day. If not one of your many hateful induced blog post such as this one.
Now on to the question: Have you ever gotten the feeling that you can't let go of those people you've said you hated more than anyone? or those people who have made you angry beyond anything you've ever felt before?
Maybe it's difficult to let go of them for the simple fact that they made a huge impact in your life, even if it was a negative one. You'll always remember them and you'll always keep them close to you even if you never speak to them again. Sometimes you even develop certain feelings towards them, even if its just feeling sorry for them. These people you try to keep them away from your life but they always find a way around and get back to you somehow. And I say its good, because whatever experience you gain will make you a stronger person in the future, that's if you learned anything from the events past. (Rant inspired by M.R.H. you faggy idiot!)
I find it interesting how people don't let go of those things that hurt them, it's like they need it to survive. This other piece to the thought was brought on by one of my closest friends, although sometimes I wish I could shotgun his ass but I believe that is true friendship right there. Let me tell you about him briefly, he is the type of person who drowns in a glass of water. He gets all depressed because just one thing in his life didn't go the way he wanted it to, leading him to close himself up in a little shell and the worse thing about it is that even if he tries to keep it to himself we all get dragged down in to the pool of depression. URGH!
Anyway, the point I'm trying to get across is: why do people hold on to their frustrations? Isn't it better to just let go and move on, is not as hard as you believe it is. The trick to it is you must stop caring so much and be selfish, think of yourself for once, screw those other people who are trying to get you down!. Trust me it works wonders! (Rant inspired by E.DJ.S. another faggy idiot!)
If you haven't figured it out by now let me tell you that 99% of my friends are male. And I just find it funny how they can be such girls when it comes to feelings. They are so girly that it makes me look like a boy! But of course that does not apply to all of them, it's only a handful. Sometimes I wonder how can they handle me and my hateful personality. I guess I wont know until I ask huh?
All this said, I conclude that people should stop being so dependent on their feelings and act more towards what their gut tells them. Feelings will always get in the way of having a somewhat happy life, they are so unpredictable and hazardous. You can't live with them, but can't live without them. JUST DON'T BE SO GODDAMN DEPENDENT OF THEM!! It's worse than a junkie!
This goes out to all the Self Inflicted pain motherfuckers out there! get a life, and live it to the fullest!
Now on to the question: Have you ever gotten the feeling that you can't let go of those people you've said you hated more than anyone? or those people who have made you angry beyond anything you've ever felt before?
Maybe it's difficult to let go of them for the simple fact that they made a huge impact in your life, even if it was a negative one. You'll always remember them and you'll always keep them close to you even if you never speak to them again. Sometimes you even develop certain feelings towards them, even if its just feeling sorry for them. These people you try to keep them away from your life but they always find a way around and get back to you somehow. And I say its good, because whatever experience you gain will make you a stronger person in the future, that's if you learned anything from the events past. (Rant inspired by M.R.H. you faggy idiot!)
I find it interesting how people don't let go of those things that hurt them, it's like they need it to survive. This other piece to the thought was brought on by one of my closest friends, although sometimes I wish I could shotgun his ass but I believe that is true friendship right there. Let me tell you about him briefly, he is the type of person who drowns in a glass of water. He gets all depressed because just one thing in his life didn't go the way he wanted it to, leading him to close himself up in a little shell and the worse thing about it is that even if he tries to keep it to himself we all get dragged down in to the pool of depression. URGH!
Anyway, the point I'm trying to get across is: why do people hold on to their frustrations? Isn't it better to just let go and move on, is not as hard as you believe it is. The trick to it is you must stop caring so much and be selfish, think of yourself for once, screw those other people who are trying to get you down!. Trust me it works wonders! (Rant inspired by E.DJ.S. another faggy idiot!)
If you haven't figured it out by now let me tell you that 99% of my friends are male. And I just find it funny how they can be such girls when it comes to feelings. They are so girly that it makes me look like a boy! But of course that does not apply to all of them, it's only a handful. Sometimes I wonder how can they handle me and my hateful personality. I guess I wont know until I ask huh?
All this said, I conclude that people should stop being so dependent on their feelings and act more towards what their gut tells them. Feelings will always get in the way of having a somewhat happy life, they are so unpredictable and hazardous. You can't live with them, but can't live without them. JUST DON'T BE SO GODDAMN DEPENDENT OF THEM!! It's worse than a junkie!
This goes out to all the Self Inflicted pain motherfuckers out there! get a life, and live it to the fullest!
